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Friendship is the most constant, the most enduring the most basic part of love.
You don’t realize how many times I’ve wanted to text you. I would click your name on my contact list and create a new text message, only to delete it after seeing the blank space next to your name that once used to be filled with blue hearts.

You have no idea how it felt to see our relationship deteriorate before my eyes, every day we spent apart was another piece of fabric being torn away from the blanket of life we had sewn together since you asked me out in July.

I don’t know the answers to these questions, but maybe I don’t need to solve them just yet; life is full of mysteries and perhaps we are just another big question mark. Regardless of whether or not we could have made it work, I must let you go in order to set myself free.

I’ve always believed that everything happens for a reason. If you’re meant to be My Best Friend— as you once told me—you will come back. If we never speak to each other again, I will be okay. Because although I may have lost you, I’ll never lose the moments we spent together, no matter how fleeting they were. As are all moments in life, we are forever imbedded in time and space.
Your love will never be enough for them because you don’t believe you’re enough as you are. There will come a moment where you’ll have to choose; yourself or them. They’ve already chosen themselves. The pain that you’re feeling will pass IF you stare it down and admit that it’s real. Only you can come to own the truth about your personal destruction. You know in your heart that this is NOT the love you deserve. You have to decide when you’ve had enough because a taker will take for as long as you allow that to happen.
The fact that I had a chance to be with you was more than I thought I would get. I didn’t look too far past that and I was too busy riding the high I was on. I wasn’t nearly as experienced as I am now. I wasn’t nearly invested in my own growth as I am now. My mind isn’t clouded in doubt anymore. 
I will always be thankful to have shared those moments with you. 
No friendship is an accident.

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